I have a rule about this blog where I don't really go back and fix things even read over past entries because it just doesn't feel like that sort of thing. If I were forced to rename it I would probably pick something like Spaghetti On The Wall or Word Vomit or something like that.
Anyways now that I've addressed that I'm in a bit of a pickle. (PS One time I left a jar of pickles on Nikko's couch over night and then tried to eat one the next afternoon...it was so wrong). Without going into too many details, I could potentially be standing at the precipice of a big decision (yes. I did indeed type the lyric from The Last 5 Years into google to make sure I was spelling precipice correctly). It involves my summer and many thrilling opportunities that I am very thankful to be a part of. Some part of me died a little when I realized that I was probably going to be the only one home. Still working that high school job. There was a the moment of question myself and my skill set. I wondered why everyone had the will and financial support to try something else. Why am I, once again, the one who can't afford it and therefore has to settle. Well almost instantly some doors opening but each of them with a price. I've set up an appointment to talk to Christin about it which I think will play a huge role in my decision making...but there's someone else I'm going to call on. My dad. It's weird but something tells me that he'll have a good idea of what to say. In a roundabout (oy) way my father is partially the reason for the pickle and the dichotomy of work theory and logic with the confines of my mind. He always told me to CHASE MY DREAMS! and reminded me that I'M ONLY YOUNG ONCE! However now that I am slightly less young there is the issue of money.
So though I've given you little detail here's what's on the horizon. Will Kevin chose career over financial stability? Will act against his mother and risk it all for what may be an undiscovered dream? Will Kevin finish his STUPID MODEL AND PAPER THAT ARE DUE ON THE SAME AWFUL DAY (totally unrelated but I just had to get that out there)?????
Stay Tuned/Toned/ and Terrfic.
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